cass.

Love.

2012-01-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

Ever been through pain, and not be able to say it out loud.

The one that has hurt the other, has no rights to say that he/she is going through pain as well.

& all that I can do now, is to stay away.

Elize's 20th birthday !

2012-01-10T05:17:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday my lil' one !

Aspen Heights, zeh zeh's house for BBQ !

Mummy and I !

ROGER ! Camwhore ! :D

My love !

Hugz :D

Fire burning, fire burning !

Champagne popper !

Bing zeh zeh !

Got pulled into the pool without clothes to change !

Happy 20th darling !

Anita the next victim LOL !

Just love being around them !

Sunday's picture at chomp chomp another day !

Happy shopping with Jasmine at PS today, bought my Pedro heels at PS and 4 dresses online !

School and work tomorrow ):

Back to reality people ! xoxo !

This is love.

2012-01-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

Happy 23rd to my most beloved Alvan Tan !

I love you so much, more than anything I could ever ask for. It's been a long journey for the both of us, be it the good times or bad times. If it weren't for you, I don't know which route I would have taken by now. Probably still slacking my life away like no one's business, so I thank you for letting me see the light in life. Being the pillar in my life and the best gift in the such a long time. You allowed me to learn and to see things from a different point of view. You taught me what's life and gave me everything that I could ever ask for. I love you, for you and nothing could change that. In my next life, I would still choose to be with you.

Unable to give you the things that you really want, but I will try with my utmost effort to give you what you need and want in life. Cause without you, I wouldn't be standing strong till this very day. So much more to say, but I have not the slightest clue to how I'm suppose to express it all out just with words. All in all, I love you !

Prada from me to you, xoxo !

My first ever purchase for such a branded item, and all was worth !

Belt :D

I iz haz pradaz tuhhz.

ION; TWG

B opening his present !

Tea and macarons, xoxo !

ION; Alfresco Gusto !

Supposedly my treat, but baby answered my question right.

SO THANK YOU BABY FOR THE DINNER !

INK !!! Super nice :D~

Pizza cravings !

04.01.12

Second birthday together, and I'm still loving it.

Enjoy yourself with your buddies ! I wish I could say "get drunk as bad as possible", but the gift is with you ! STAY SOBERRRRRR !! Kisses !

tsk tsk* I could just keep going on saying I love you, cause it's never enough ! *heez*

Sister's 22nd (:

2011-12-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

Babe, I thank you for everything. From the start of our friendship since we were babies and till this very day.

You've been awesome, and the fact that you've never given up on me despite the fact that I've been so stubborn with life, I really don't know what I can do or say to express it all out. Although we've missed out on each another's life for a bit, but nothing could ever separate us, NOTHING ! You've been amazing, and I always feel loved being around you. Regardless of the good and bad times, we've never had problems just coming back to one another. Stay strong sis, I'm always here for you. Always. Sometimes I just wish I could be more like you, and less like me.

I love you a million bottles of Martel !

Happy sweet 22nd !

Amber 21.

A night of Chivas, and more after on.

This is love.

That little one ! *squeeze*

Aura.

Thanks for coming down !

Inn Bar.

Amber 21.

2011-12-30T16:34:00.000+08:00

Marina Bay Sands, Todai.

Thanks yiyi for the Chanel concealer, xoxo !

Todai is so fucking awesome !

Best love !

Vikki's small birthday celebration at Amber21 !

Kisu loving her new toy, xoxo ! TY YIYI !

Cash Studio with the wheelies !

Happy birthday bing !

and me loving my new foundation (:

What makes a girl happy (:

2011-12-21T03:53:00.000+08:00

Life is awesome having the things you want and need !

The best retail therapy ever, and I'm greedy for more !

Free sample after purchasing their make up at Tangs :D

Gold lip gloss, make up base and it came with a free mini lipstick in pink !

How to not love Burberry !!

Super love the packaging and how it's so smooth !

Mummy went shopping for me ! Happy :D

Loving all, cept for one =/

SK bracelet, xoxo !

This is super good ! Lovin' it, thanks Mom !

Hobo !

I don't like LongChamp ):

Charles and Keith bag ! Although not the one I wanted, but good for school and casual outings :D

SK Necklace, xoxo !

Soulie's 23rd !

2011-12-21T03:33:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Soulie !
Hope you had fun and loving the surprise too :D
I had fun watching you get wasted :D

Sweet love (:

xoxo !

Oink's last day !

HELP IS NEEDED !

2011-12-19T04:32:00.002+08:00

Seriously Criminal Law mock exam later.
I hope my hard work pays off.
1 week of revising, I'm about to pull my hair off.
I NEED TO DO WELL, I WANT TO GO UK TO FURTHER MY STUDIES !
I WANT MY FUTURE TO BE SUPER BRIGHT ! ):

cass : Daddy your daughter is going crazy, she's going to pull her hair off. She needs to shop, she needs her stress-relief.
dad : Okay, tomorrow go buy something.
*tears*
THANK YOU DADDY CHAN.
I IS LOVE YOU TO BITS, xoxo !

Thanks mummy for the LV bag, the Long Champ bag, the clinique make up base, the SK necklace and bracelet, and the cash. I is love you loads too !

Fuck you.

2011-12-17T04:12:00.001+08:00

I'm fucking sick of people lying, all you do is lie and expect the fucking truth from others.
DON'T EVEN FUCKING THINK ABOUT IT, IT WON'T FUCKING HAPPEN.

JOKES

Sickening child.

2011-12-16T21:57:00.002+08:00

Okay Let's talk about organizing events.

I've been doing these the whole while for all my lovely friends.
But this is it, seriously fuck you all.
Want to know why I'm pissed?

I bother to organize, and make shit happen for me.
You guys literally just take your own fucking sweet time or rather not bother to answer at all.
AND when I'm fucking busy and unable to plan the whole thing nicely, asking for help has never been an option for me.
CAUSE IT FUCKING NEVER EVER HAPPENS, IT NEVER EVER WORKS.
At the fucking end of the day, I still have to do it on my own.
How awesome, my friends, aren't you guys happy to just attend an event without doing shit?
I WOULD ALSO BE FUCKING HAPPY IF I WERE YOU.

It always come to this point whereby at the end of the event I would just say it's fucking worth it cause my friends enjoyed.
Of course you guys did (:

I fucking won't bother anymore, it's really up to you guys to do these kinda things.
I organize my own birthday, my own events.
and I don't ever see a need to do anything anymore.
I wash my hands off for good.
For the better of not creating shit to happen in my own life.

People just won't appreciate, so why bother?
I've learnt my lesson (:
Thanks FRIENDS, I fucking appreciate all the shit you guys have given.

Help !

2011-12-15T04:04:00.002+08:00

I've lost the strength to argue with anyone, and I mean ANYONE !

I've been diagnosed with a hell load of sickness and is currently mentally and physically fucked.

HOW IN THE WORLD AM I SUPPOSE TO FIGHT THE ILLNESS AND WORK ON EXAMS !?

Please..

shoo cough, shoo flu, shoo phlegm, shoo headache, shoo sore throat, shoo ALL ! ):

Am currently very pitiable, so yeah go ahead and laugh if you need to !

I spent 5 hours on my common law today, and I am fucking proud of it.

Despite the fact that I am dying, I still managed to stay focus.

I'm not even halfway there yet, but I have to complete it all so as to be able to attend my 2 lovelies birthday this weekend !

Public law is shit to me now, whatever I revised yesterday is definitely not enough to cover an essay.

Contract is half dead to me, the sections law is killing meeeeeeee.

Criminal Law? The cases are as dead as it is to me.

My brain just can't function right with all these sniffing and feeling so exhausted ):

Packed my notes neatly.

Gonna get recordings tomorrow from the lecturers !

I need good food to make myself feel better, but currently unable to swallow that well yet.

AND THE BEST PART OF ALL IS THAT, I can hardly taste anything too.

Wow .-.

*tears*

Bugis (:

2011-12-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

Sim Lim Square with korkor to buy my USB flash drive and then Jasmine came along to have dinner together before we head to Bugis (:

Pedicure ! We were both cam-whoring, xoxo !

Bought 1 yellow top, 1 red wine skirt, 1 USB flash drive, 1 ring, and something from Triumph (:

and the rest was all for Kisu !

I'm not gonna touch the card for awhile now, I shall live in poverty till exams are over.

TEEHEEHEE !

FUGLY NAILS !!!! Thanks to Jasmine lahhh ):

Kisu's new toys (: Jasmine bought Kisu the hot pink one and she's loving it all !

All has squeeky sounds :D

Treats (:

Ring !

:D Matching with my new laptop !

Today's school sucks ):

But I love the sub lecturer, she's so awesome (:

I need my fever to shoo, my cough to shoo, my flu to shoo, my headache to shoo as well.

Fuck.

2011-12-12T01:36:00.007+08:00

I don't know why I've been feeling so frustrated recently.

Probably cause of cramps, breakouts, insufficient sleep, insufficient intake of food.

NOT ! It's my mock examinations !

I cannot take that anger, I always need a rant.

So PMS-ey z.

CNY shopping shall do me better, hopefully !

I need good food, and yiyi is coming back !

MBS !!!!! Can't wait !

Nothing can relate to my mixed feelings now, but good food is definitely a plus point !!

Gram's 70th at Wo Peng restaurant.

This night made me realize I couldn't take lobster, I thought it was only prawns !

My life sucks, but I could take crabs and I should be happy about it.

bah.

That night at Butter (:

Doris and my dearest yann !

Ikea with yann and her baby (:

MEATBALLS !

Pasta, Salmon !

Our chillout (:

Justin's 21st + farewell at Club Burberry !

Soft skin , xoxo !

Bottoms up Justin (:

Group shot !

The girls and Justin !

Shufflers !

Ahhhh, gonna miss this friend !

WHAT ? BEANIE ? !!!

It was suppose to be Justin there, not you ! LOL

Well done people !

Next week to rot at home till my exams are over.

Besides my two lovelies birthday I won't be out !

MUG MUG MUG !

Birthday parties (:

2011-12-04T21:27:00.005+08:00

Marina Bay Sands for Aceboy's 23rd.

Happy kids doodling on the card. LOL !

Beelay trying to draw a bicycle and apparently failed LOL !

Happy birthday (:

Team Rejects !

Mass Polaroids !

My sister =/

Irish pub with Eunice's 21st !

Balloooooons ! Reminds me of Jg's birthday party !

ahhh, my love !

Happy 21st darling, xoxo !

8 years of friendship and counting !

112's chairman of Queensway Secondary School LOL !

8 years ! Ahhhh, we're so awesome ! :D~

waiting for my babe to prepare so that we can leave for Attica (:

Love and kisses to all my darlings !

Irish pub was a new change, and it was great. Pint of Heineken was good !

Love you all !!!

Gabie's birthday (:

2011-11-28T07:58:00.005+08:00

Cineleisure with Vikki before meeting the rest !
Scape was so small, there's like nothing much to do there.
Went to H&M, looked around but nothing I want ):
More shopping later on, xoxo !

Sticker photos :D

Suki Sushi :D
We ordered so much we couldn't finish, should have known ):

The Chambers at Robertson Walk (:
Happy birthday bro :D

Gabie broke the knife into half while cutting the cake, epic moments with the love :)

Drinking nightsout

2011-11-28T07:56:00.002+08:00

Inn bar (:

Nana with the loves !

All the updates !

2011-11-23T21:46:00.006+08:00

Gina's 20th birthday at Tiong Bahru Road !
Super love having such parties cause it reminds me a lot of my childhood days !
Kisu was invited too, xoxo !
Thanks for the lovely time babe :)

Meizhen's birthday @ Inn (:

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v4 with the awesome babe and people !

Janelle and Ann (:

two lovelies ! Josh and Ann. My favorite twins !

-
Inn with the Dotarians and co.

I just love how xm accommodates to the way I play 5 10 ! LOL
It's always just lame but fun !

oinky (:

Okay, shall update the rest another time.
I'm too lazy to upload the rest of the pictures !
Very blessed to have such awesome people in my life.
Bestie is back from Aussieland, TIME TO HIT THE PUBS CLUBS AND WHATS NOT !
Weeee !

and you say?

2011-11-14T23:26:00.004+08:00

It's been awhile since I blogged something simple, besides just pictures and more of them.
I know right, I've been too lazy doing the things I used to enjoy doing and now I'm back to where I begin.

I've been contemplating about furthering my studies and staying on in Singapore to pursue a degree in a private school.
What benefits me from staying is the people I love, the people I cannot live without.
To be around love, but honestly.. love?
Do people jeopardize something they need, for the other things they need as well?
When you can't decide on what's more important, can I just stay here caught in the middle of something which may also means nothing?
Sometimes when I get so vexed up, I just wish I could leave and start all over again.
Somewhere, where no one actually knows me and also to be around people that actually appreciates me for who I am now.
But when it comes to letting go, I'm just not strong enough to be able to.

Although I really hate being here, I hate being reminded of what I'm not already.
But how, how do I overcome what's not already there.
I just need approval of the things I'm doing now, and not for the things we can't change.

Don't think being me is awesome, when no one actually knows me deep inside.
I've been hearing people telling me how awesome it is being me.
Cause there seems like there's no restrictions with me being the way I am.
When I drink, when I stay out late, when I just smile away with all the flash taken.
But here, I'm telling you it's not true.
It's only true when they say behind every smile, there's a painful story to be told.
Just cause it's not mentioned, doesn't mean it doesn't exist at all.
It just doesn't want to be known.

The things that were able to make me smile from the bottom of my heart, is somewhat no longer there.
But I wouldn't know just yet, I'm just telling myself to not put any hopes on it, just in case I fall any deeper.
I still love, but I dare not love the way I used to.
I've spent so much time being afraid of what comes next till I don't know which route to go.

Maybe it's time I think for myself,
I'm done being me for someone else.
You know what they say,
when it hurts you know you're in reality.
I'll keep myself in the middle for that pinch and for that love.

We only live once, make the best out of it.
and I will, too.

(:

2011-11-11T19:44:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th Ann, and goodbye Sancia !
All the best to you babe, xoxo !

@ INN !

Nights out with the ladies, fun (:

Oh !

2011-11-07T22:26:00.004+08:00

That night at Soul.
Feat. DJ Siva, and Hariz.

3 little darlings birthday :)

Auntie feeding Kisu banana :D

Inn bar wit Kisu :D

Esther's 19th !

2011-10-31T07:25:00.003+08:00

Inn Bar.
Happy birthday Esther Lua !

What's up with that smile xm !!?

Group shot ! :D

Do I always have to look so short a not ?!

Willy !

Looking good ah xy, can't wait for you to turn bald !

2 birthday girls !

yuling and oinky, new addition to that night !

Justin .. seriously ? I couldn't tell.

Hope you had your fun, and loving the pressy EstherMM !
Lots of love, xoxo !

Arena (:

2011-10-29T14:19:00.002+08:00

One of the happiest outing with the ladies !
One of my favorite hangouts in the past, and now it's coming back to me again !
Happy girl !

My pretty sister that drives me nuts whenever I'm out with her, love you to bits !

We're so awesome, nobody gets in the way.
cass, bella, anita, vikki !

Annoying vikki caught in the act !

Sexy momma in the house !

another sexy momma !

We should do this again babes !

All the crazyshit we do, and all the drinks we consume !

Love you darlings !

Updates !

2011-10-28T04:48:00.004+08:00

Mummy's birthday and Jamie Wu's 1 month !

Grats zeh zeh and Roger on their newborn :D~

Nihon Mura with Esther, Eve and Mama !

Ann's place with the loves and Kisu !
My baby can swim !! :D

My dearest. Happy 22nd dear !
Love you to the max !

Saprano, Oceanz and Nana with my sis !

Powerhouse with the loves !
Kris, Sancia, Ann !

Loving my nights out and training !
See you girls next week, xoxo !

Ah.

2011-10-13T23:58:00.004+08:00

Been feeling weird recently.
It seems like I can't be bothered about certain stuffs anymore.

Wonders if that's a good sign. (:

Been hanging out with my sister a lot these days, and I'm really glad that we're back on track and keeping up with our lives together.

Went to a pub the other day and they allowed dogs in there too !

Look at this adorable one ! :D~

School the other day with Ann !

and shopping was awesome after (:

I've been spending too much recently and it's killing my card.

I have this urge to cut it into half but I know I wouldn't do such a thing.

Last night with baby was okay.

I just wish we had more time together.

Love.

2011-10-05T09:15:00.002+08:00

I was talking to Yann the other day, and I asked if one day we go missing will anyone ever notice?
These thoughts just appeared in my mind after wanting a getaway real bad.
I envy those that travels alone and backpacks around the world just like yiyi's sister.
Maybe I should try for a short getaway alone, somewhere near like Bali !
And I'll aim for Europe the next round.
I might just enjoy myself.
Adventurous lives can keep one's mind away from loads of things, cause you just keep moving.. moving.

Love brings pain, but behind all those it's sweet.
Love fights, but only cause we care that's why we fight.

2011-10-02T21:19:00.003+08:00

Wangz rooftop bar !
xs's working place (:
Really nice hangout ambiance !

3 cups of vodka redbull and off we go to celebrate Terrence's birthday !

Butter. R&B VIP area !
Birthday boy !

xs and Roger !

My 2 beloved sisters, xoxo !

The other night at Inn bar !
mama and his cousin !
Thanks for the treat babe, next week it's our turn to treat you :D

my dearest (:

I wish upon a star, that this route will lit up once again.

Inn bar !

2011-09-22T18:03:00.002+08:00

Still very happy with my haircut :D
HEHEHE !

Inn bar, and thanks Deanna for dropping by ! MUCH LOVES !

Ida :D

Uh.. the day we missed school and had lunch at Bugis !
Milk tea FTW, right ANN ? HEHEHE, xoxo !

-

The chosen one.

(:

2011-09-19T22:24:00.003+08:00

10.30AM at Toni&Guy Academy for my free haircut !
Thanks to Mervyn :D
I totally love it !

Met up with bro at Bugis for Subway :D
& I went home on my own since he had other plans ):
Suppose to meet Vikki for movie, but last min she had things to do.
I WANT MOVIEEEEEEE SO BAD !
Salty popcorns ): It's been so long since I went for a movie.

Bought my new Mascara at SASA ! :D
Been spending quite a bit, and just called Mummy for money to buy jeans !
HEHE !

I'll definitely go back for a hair cut at your work place the next time !

whine whine whine ..

*covers comforter*
keeps quiet.

sleep.

TELL ME LAH ! THIS GIRL HOW PAMPERED !

Time for self-revision while I want for my Mcdonald's to arrive.
BUH BYE !

(:

2011-09-18T23:58:00.004+08:00

Shopping with Vikki at FEP today, and bumped into soulie and his girlfriend !
Shopping was so pathetic, we need a new place !

One dress and One belt !

a bag only 30$ !! Hehehehehe !

Top 5 the other night with my lovelies !

Powerhouse with dearest after xueting and the girls went missing ! LOL
But still we found them and went on the podium (:

Lousy waterfall.

Bumped into yk outside and went into Movida !
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Top 5 :D

Girly.

2011-09-13T03:06:00.003+08:00

It was that bad staying at home that I had to call for help after I showered Kisu.
Yvonne came to my rescue (:
Lunch at Tanjong Pagar then to Bugis street for some shopping !
1 cardigan, 3 pairs of ear rings, 1 pair of socks !
Cheap buys makes me happy !
Suppose to go sing, but Yann couldn't make it due to her overload of school work !

Dropped by Inn bar for her interview, and I got free beer :D~
Thanks boss !
Gotta bring Pearlynn down for interview either later today or tomorrow !
Ain't that awesome ? We can end work together since my work place is so near !
xoxo (:

Mask and drama then to bed !
Pictures up another day, I'm very exhausted after being out for so long !
I will try and be excited for school tomorrow, but we all know it's not very possible since it's Public Law -.-

MUCH LOVE PEOPLE, XOXO !

JG's 21st advance birthday !

2011-09-11T14:13:00.007+08:00

First to EXPO !
Bro decided to cab down, so I went down together :D~
Free cab ftw (:

Jg's house for buffet !
Thanks Sze Kai for bringing the bag down for me :D
LOVE IT TO THE MAX !
Lux tied the balloons to my hands for me ! LOL !

Xinn wanted some too :D

Mass balloons ! UP !

Inn Bar :D

Happy advance bestie ! Hope you had fun !!! :D
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After on to meet my babe and bro at Top 5 !

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Vikki and I couldn't sleep, so we decided for Sentosa ! :D

Kisu and Desiree sure had their fun (:
Gonna' sleep now, tata ~

Updates !

2011-09-11T13:54:00.005+08:00

Pictures for the past week, finally got back my camera from Gabie :D

9th September.
Expo to catch xy's team !
Butterfactory with Vikki, Elize, Gabie and Roger.

7th September.
Lunch with Auntie Stella, new contact lens :D

Boiler and Powerhouse with Vikki, Gabie and Corine !
Hollywood after (:

5th September.
Memories Bar.

My life rocks?

2011-09-08T19:11:00.004+08:00

Yesterday to Boiler, then to Powerhouse and Neverland.
Pictures in my camera, and my camera is with Gabie !
Had so much fun with the girls (:
& thanks baby for coming down too ,xoxo !

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Today's outing with my brother was fucking awesome !
Astons at Paya Lebar !
Trained down to Tai Seng for shopping ! :D

Pedro and Charles & Keith's warehouse sale !
The most awesome part was when we went to pay for our stuffs.
We had 5 pairs in total and only 3 got through the scans, so we only paid for 3 and left with 5 :D

33$ ! But I got it for free since the scanner didn't scan this through LOL !

30$ ! This one did go through ): Thanks bro !

After that to Great World, I just had to walk into Charles & Keith again and fell in love with this !
43$ ! xoxo !

Ichiban Boshi !

How can I not love my brother, cries ~
Good luck for your work next week :D

Am so tired nao, shall bring baby there if he wants to !
Much love (:

Get ready for some English lessons.

2011-09-06T09:50:00.004+08:00

adjective

feeling resentment against someone because of that person's rivalry, success, or advantages (often followed by of ): He was jealous of his rich brother.

feeling resentment because of another's success, advantage, etc. (often followed by of ): He was jealous of his brother's wealth.

characterized by or proceeding from suspicious fears or envious resentment: a jealous rage; jealous intrigues.

inclined to or troubled by suspicions or fears of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims: a jealous husband.

The most common emotions in a relationship, trivial matters can kill.
& it often leads to..

noun

a strong feeling of displeasure and belligerence aroused by a wrong; wrath; ire.

Chiefly British Dialect . pain or smart, as of a sore.

Obsolete . grief; trouble.

Randoms.

2011-09-05T06:44:00.002+08:00

It suddenly occurred to me that even though you're older it doesn't give you any right to lecture me.
Just cause you've experienced so much more in life it does not mean that you've walked the path of mine to be able to judge or say anything.
Simplicity; you made it complex.

I'd probably turn into a schizophrenia with the way you teach me, the guide to life.
Ain't I suppose to be the one writing the story of my life, how is it that you're trying so hard to write mine?
Is it right to be this way, or have I just not understood the difficulties of being you?

Can you say that I haven't changed just cause you see that I'm going out every now and then?
Not knowing that, you're the reason to why I'm behaving like this?
I want a place that I can go to with no troubles, no fights, no sorrows.
How tough is that?
Am I the one that made things worse, or have you deciphered my acts wrongly that you thought I'm doing all these for the sake of provoking you?

I have not the slightest clue to why things have been so messed up, I wish you could open up to me and not bottle up stuffs that involves me.
But how, I wonder.
Can't you be more sensitive about my feelings and not think that I'm trying to give you a hard time?
Don't ever perceive of me to be what you think about me, but look at how I've been trying to handle stuffs the right way.

Time?
How much longer?
How many more fights to salvage our current situation?

I won't say I'm a wise and sensible girl right now, but at least I know what I'm doing.
I haven't been good, but I'm sure as hell better than before.
So why is it so hard for things to be like before?

Teach me.
Tell me.
So that I don't have to be so troubled.

Party like a Rockstar.

2011-09-04T13:44:00.010+08:00

I know I've been consuming a lot of alcohol recently, but you can't blame me for that.
I'm just feeling rather lost.

Cass : Uncle One Fullerton please.
Uncle : Okay !
Cass : Can stop at the staircase at the Starbucks there to ButterFactory?
Uncle : Wah, there got Butter Factory ah? I didn't know.
Cass : Yeah, the club lors.
Uncle : OH! I thought you literally meant a butter factory.
Cass : *LOL*

ButterFactory with the ladies and Daniel !
& they want to come down Screening Room for a drink :D
Was surprised to see Justin there, thanks for the Champagne for me and my friends !

The aftermath of brain freeze, while we gobbled up the whole jug and went mad.

Love is in the air, for you and me baby !

We're the sex ! Call us awesome.

I have no idea what you have there in your mouth, but it seems like you're enjoying.

What's up with that Daniel LOL ?
I'm glad you're not heading to CA for now, at least there's still time for some catching up.

Next up Screening Room yeah ? xoxo !

I shouldn't have left.

Bloody pissed off.

Screening Room.

Club Soul.
Liquid Room.

Can someone please tell me how awesome we are.

2 bottles in like 20mins + ? LOL

Happy birthday Arma ! xx

Liquid Room.

Raped, check out Vikki's face =/

The boss !

How can I not love my colleagues ?
(: They are so freaking awesome !
-

I think I'm having too much intake of alcohol, maybe I should take a little time off.
But I'll leave myself for an excuse that I am working after all.
& I don't think it'd kill, YET. =/
My stomach still feels weird, and I feel pretty weak ):
But happy times are like that, who cares about what we do as long as we're not going over the limits when we're enjoying ourselves with our loved ones?
My conscience is clear, my liver is not LOL !

& another thing that I want to say is..
I bloody hell known you for 11 years of my life, and this is what I get ?!
You've got to be fucking kidding with me.
So much for all the stuffs we've been through together, this is absurd !

Burberry.

2011-09-01T04:12:00.003+08:00

Again, I have loads to say, so if you can't be bothered to read you can hit the 'x' button on the top right corner or just scroll down for pictures of my pretty sister.

When one has done wrong, one either changes or never learns.
But when it comes to love, I believe anything is possible.
I love, that's why I've changed. I love, that's why I've became stronger.
I have always been spoon-fed, always been pampered in the family, always getting what I want.
Although to be honest, I don't deserve any of those.
Right after I met Alvan, things changed.
It was so drastic that I thought I was going to break-down anytime.
Yet, the thing that hold me back was love.
I'm not saying that I know what's love, but my definition of love if asked, is Alvan.
I've learned to see how much one can sacrifice and change within such a short period of time.
From someone that's so useless and unable to do any sort of work at home, can now do almost anything.
I'm not saying that I had a lot of relationships before, I'm not that experienced in this case.
I see it through the things I believe in, the ones I love.
If it wasn't for him, this girl here is still a baby that doesn't know anything.
She won't have an aim in life, she won't finally let her family see that she's doing something about life. She won't finally know what it's like doing all the work at home and behaving herself with responsibilities.
What made me feel that he was the right one, I have not the slightest clue.
It just does when I do things willingly and realize how much I can do for one.
& for those who knows me, knows that I'm not this way.
I've never really treated a guy right, I'm not exactly a girlfriend-material.
& I'll keep it up, anything to salvage this relationship.
I'll take away the pain, and share along with you my happiness.
Just wait and see baby, cause this is us.
One world to fight, one aim to accomplish, one love; just you and I.
-

Burberry last night with the girls again !
Lol it was funny and all as usual (:
& the Screening Room manager taught me how to aim well while playing pool ! She's a pro okay !
& that makes me a pro now :)

Lyndy

My sister !

Today was a slightly healthy night.
Supper with bro at the prata place talking about games !
and to meet Sandy and YiWen.
He drove us to Geylang cause Sandy wanted smelly beancurd, but the shop Sandy wanted to eat at was closed so we went Lavender !
Happy 21st babe !
Didn't know you graduated already, but congrats and hopefully you get into the University you want to !
& if you ever do get a dog, get a male red toy poodle ^^
-

I believed and convinced myself that it will go strong.
But again and again, you proved me wrong.

We're young at heart (:

2011-08-30T14:00:00.006+08:00

Before I begin my post, I stumbled upon one of my friend's Facebook status last night and I really felt the need to post it.
He said : "When I was young. My mum would walk with me to the nearest Mcdonalds when it was close to bedtime. And buy a small fries for me. It would be the happiest moment of my day. Happiness - to what extend would it take for you to be happy nowadays?

When I read it, it suddenly occurred to me, when I was young my dad would buy me sweets when I cry that costs like what? 20cents and I felt like the happiest girl on earth. Now, I expect too much more, and that made me fall even harder. What exactly makes us happy now? When we urge for the best, and that nothing seems to satisfy us at all. When we used to be contented with the littlest things, yet now, it does no impact to us anymore. As we grow older, our expectations grows with us unknowingly. Are we asking for too much knowing that we're not leading the worst and we have almost everything we need without even earning for it? Have we really understood the real meaning of happiness, and treasured it when its right before our eyes?
When I asked myself to what extend would it take for me to be happy now, I have no idea what makes me happy anymore. Cause I keep my expectations high up, even knowing that I could never reach it. And for the fact that I fall deeper, I could never stay happy.
I'm happy most being with my loved ones, and with no doubts I'm always happy being around Alvan. The downs could even be my ups. But when things doesn't go my way when it should be, am I really happy or was I trying to be to avoid being said? We choose the things we want in life, to be happy or to be sad. I chose to be happy, and in order to be happy I need the help of the people around me, for them to do the things that needs to be done, for me to do the exact in return.
-
Burberry with the ladies !
Our no-make-up outing was awesome !
I think we look great LOL !

Joys, Lyndy, me and vik !

Went to baby's house after, and was so exhausted ):
I always crave for the chicken floss and mayo when I'm there.
-
St James Food Republic with the gang :D
The frog leg porridge very nice :'(
After on to Vikki's place to see mummy and baby. Finished doing my make up and left for drinks !
v3 with vikki, then Vikki accompanied me to LiquidFORTY to say hi to Devi.
Saw Ann while waiting for cab to go Aura with WeeLong and Gabie !

-.- Gabie never fails to make me feel annoyed with the things he can do LOL

The CHEC peeeepoooo !
& playing pool with vikki was fun !
We both didn't know what we were doing LOL !

My baby (:

Happy times passes really fast.
Happy 10th babyboo, xx !

2011-08-28T23:46:00.001+08:00

Hello Rachelle !

Weekend's craze !

2011-08-28T20:16:00.004+08:00

Kbox the other day with hongwu ! Didn't take much photos ):

Friday to Newton for Ktv with my mom and relatives from her side !
Me, my brother, Lionel and his girlfriend !

Hollywood with my awesome sisters !

Anita hits the jackpot !

Zouk with my brother and friends !

Saturday Alcool !

I have to say, I've improved a lot over the years HongWu LOL !

Alicia !

Now to work on my paypal and understand why FB doesn't allow me to upload pictures again.
Bitch.
Getting very fed up with the things coming my way, watch it people.

The Carter's.

2011-08-25T23:45:00.004+08:00

Gongcha today felt awesome at school, but the new topic on criminal law is giving me a headache. I shall rot and work on my essays, cause I feel that I've not done enough.
Talk with Eunice was awesome, how much have we missed out on one another life's for the past 7-8 years?!
Love you hun, xoxo !

I hate to admit, but I love my babyboo a lot a lot !
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoo~* can't wait to see you tomorrow !

My cousins with Kisu !
Emmanual and Lukey boy !
Aren't they adorableeeeee ? ^^v
Heard that Uncle Keith has just arrived SG, looking forward to seeing him :D

The 'dog whisperer'(Uncle Geff) teaching my cousins how to handle Kisu.

FUCK.

2011-08-25T20:05:00.003+08:00

It's fucking annoying to know that you cannot do anything anywhere.
So you said you want me to do my work and that I should study hard, then fucking stop talking to me when you know I'm doing my work?
Seriously, when I was just surfing the net you people chose not to talk to me, but when I start with my work YOU JUST HAD TO ANNOY ME?!

Whattheflyingfuck is wrong with you guys?
My limits has been reached, no more smiles and keeping quiet while getting nagged at.
I'm not someone to get pushed at, I'm a fucking human being like any of you.
If you think it's fun being me, how about you get a taste of it?
So just shutthefuckup and watch me.

and since the people around me, doesn't give a flying fuck.
I don't see why I should.

Kbox !

2011-08-25T04:17:00.002+08:00

Tell me when's the last time I went KBOX and sang till my hearts content?
LOL, I seriously can't remember.
Kbox with hongwu, chris, jamin and one of their friend.
Feon didn't come down ! -.-

I'm still very upset about certain stuffs, I hope the investigation will be through soon.
If not I'll never be able to have a good sleep.
It's mindfucking me, totally.
SERIOUSLY!

Come to think about it, I should bring Kisu down for a walk.
4.21am, hmms. Without the leash sounds awesome, she would love that!
& I could really use some fresh air right now.
(:

People who think that I can be taken advantage for, shall open their eyes bigger and think twice.
I'm not fun to mess around with, motherfuckers.

Fuckyoumotherfuckersoutthere.

2011-08-23T22:38:00.002+08:00

I'm dead pissed off with all these shit going on.
Seriously, can people treat me with the right way and not take me for granted?
Just cause' I keep mum and not fight back does not mean I'm a dumbfuck to allow you to step over my head.

Everytime I point out a mistake, I get fucked.
Everytime I do a mistake, I get fucked.
Everytime I do the mistake that you people are doing, I get fucked and you people get away with it.
WTF IS GOING ON ?!

So when you say that I should tell you when you're wrong, it's all bullshit to begin with?
You've taught me to say things when I feel that I shouldn't be yelled at, at the end of the day when I spill out my thoughts you argue back that it's not that way?
I'm born with a voice to voice out my thoughts and not to bottle up my troubles when I can.
Would you rather I do so, to keep your fucking ego up there?
DID YOU KNOW THAT EGO COULD FUCKING KILL?
Didn't you learn that when you love that person, you should keep that ego away and love the right way?
Oh lord, seriously just fucking get rid of the word EGO, it's killing everyone.

The worst has yet to be mentioned okay.
FUCKINGMOFOS. Seriously can all these shit stop happening to me a not. fuck

ITC !

2011-08-23T19:24:00.004+08:00

Presentation went okay for Ann & I today, at least we managed to do a 20mins presentation out of the 30mins.
& also, we did it without the powerpoint slides, so we handwritten everything on the board !

Contributed by the whole class to SamJay's last lesson with us before he leaves to further his studies in UK !
& a very happy birthday to our beloved classmate SIVA !
Sorry that we couldn't make it to Cuscaden with you, have a blast !

Awfully chocolate :D

Missing Leon, Arjuna and Pearlynn !
We'll have our "family" portrait taken one day !

& our very loved teacher, SamJay !

Shall print out the pictures for Sam tomorrow or if I forget, I shall just email him =/

Great dinner with Ann at Bugis :D
Long talks are so good, love you bbg !
& I TOOK THE TRAIN HOME FOR ONCE, it was so packed !!

If I remembered correctly, there's no assignment due tomorrow !
But there's one on Thursday and Friday.
HUR ! ):

Contemplating on whether to go over to gram's place with Kisu or not. z.z

Oh.

2011-08-22T13:58:00.002+08:00

So I was talking to one of my friend yesterday, I shall not name who but if he sees this he knows it.

I was telling him that I couldn't bring myself to call him as he's got a girlfriend already, but of course I would still if there's a gathering or some sort.
Not that I'm into him or anything, but avoiding any unnecessary conflicts.
& that he was telling me that his girlfriend also somehow didn't like it when I called/texted him back then.
So am I wrong to say that, girls are just like that? And that guys are somehow the same too?
When girls get jealous and mad over the girls that can't stay away from their boyfriends, vice versa?
I don't blame him for not contacting us and meeting us as often already, he's done well.
And I feel that as long as you get that smile back from your partner, it's all worthwhile.
Especially knowing that your friends will be still your friends even if you've not contacted them due to the fact that you have a girlfriend.
If this happens to Alvan and I, I would definitely want the same from him.
Cause that would be what I would do for him too.

BUT can it also be said that, if we had a really good chance to get to know the other party, things would have been for the better?
Only if that person makes you feel comfortable and not all fucked up.
Cause when I get the chance to know my friends girlfriend and that she feels left out hanging out with us, I would try my best to make her feel comfortable.
If the people who can't do it, still wants to keep up with the pesters, it annoys me totally.
YOU ARE FUCKED UP.

True, isn't it?
Which party would want the opposite gender to pester their partners?
Although the one that gets pestered might not see it the same way, he/she might just think ' hey that's my friend it's normal ', but unknowingly eventually they are doing it themselves to their partners.

Like I've said, people won't see it from their own stand, but when it happens to the others they see it very clearly.

Okay, back to Judicial Precedent while my baby sleeps away like a log.
I miss Kisu somehow, that bitch !!!

DOTA2.

2011-08-21T17:12:00.002+08:00

YOU'RE STILL DAMN AWESOME XY ! (:

First game out of the three matches !
Well done Scythe.SG, you guys have come this far !

1st game.
SCYTHE : AM PUGNA VENO ES CHEN
EHOME : WEAVER LICH TH STORM LION
Awesome play by Scythe.SG !
Well done XingLei, nice godlike there !
and xy's ward seems to hurt a lot during engagement. VOOM AND 1 DOWN !

2nd game.
SCYTHE.SG : FV WR AA LION VENO
EHOME : AM LICH BEASTM PUCK SNK

3rd game.
Quoted from the web :

Winner of this match advances to grand final. Loser takes home $150,000 USD !
Although I would have preferred if they said "3rd placing gets to bring home 150k$ USD !"
Sounds a lot better =/ Although it is true that there's only one winner !

SCYTHE.SG : ES CHEN WR SF POTM
EHOME : AM LICH VENO DOOM CG

Congratulations to Ehome (:
**
GRAND FINALS NOW !
Na`Vi starts with a 1 game advantage. Na`Vi 1 - EHOME 0

(:

2011-08-21T13:02:00.004+08:00

I got the sudden urge to rant.
But all I'm going to say is.
Excuses are just plain excuses, don't say it to make yourself feel better or seem better.
Cause you know it deep inside, you know it well.
-

Shopping at Far East Plaza with Yvonne and Yann !
Bought quite a couple of stuffs, all very cheap :D
Chats with the girls was fun :D

2 tops and 2 belts :D

watson buys and no degree lens from yann -.-

v3 with ann darling !

Suppose to go Orchard to collect my bag from JG.
But I guess it's not happening, but I want my bag ):
Waking up early made me feel healthy, but I'm still very tired !!
Today's Dota2 finals is a must watch !

SCYTHE.SG VS EHOME BEST OUT OF 3 !
Scythe.SG has already secured a title being one of the top 3 !
Who's bringing away the 1m USD?!
TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT !
Let's all root for the respective teams!
I for sure, am supporting scythe.sg :D

Scythe.SG

2011-08-20T12:53:00.003+08:00

Scythe.SG has proven themselves the ability to conquer all right at this point.
After an intense match of MYM and Ehome, they are now going to face Navi in a match of Best of 3!
Can't wait for tonight's game !
Tomorrow, every teams that has proceeded will fight for the battle to become the king of all kings.
Anticipating for the finals, not for the faint-hearted. LOL!

Yesterday's sleep was so good, I didn't even know when daddy came home, and if Kisu actually did step all over me.
FELT NOTHING (:
But missing Scythe.SG vs Ehome was bad, shall catch it later :D

DotA2

2011-08-17T17:31:00.004+08:00

As I'm typing this, I'm also watching Dota2 now !
Okay type and watch !

Ehome vs iG.
Very intense, I feel like I'm going to scream anytime.
So fucking cute, if DotA is like that I will play everyday with no fail.
Although the heroes are uglier =/ but the sound effects are superbly cute !
I'm definitely voting for Ehome's Crystal for this game.
GOGO EHOME ! GOOOOOOOOO!

There we go, grats Ehome for their first game !

Mineski against iG was quite disappointing, but it's okay !
There's more games to come MINESKI !

Now, Nirvana.INT and Nirvana.CN !

NEXT UP AT 10PM IS SCYTHE.SG VS NAVI !
OMG XY !
FIGHTING !

My darling sleeps like a log, xoxo !
& she's sleeping with me every night !

uh huh ! Finally got ya' sleeping like that again !

& this ..

Been long since I camwhored, super love the way I did my hair and dressed up for today's class !
Love the volume, and love my comfy MNG jeans, xx !
More to try over the days till I'm all satisfied !
& of course, the awesome sunlight to finish up for a better picture HEHE !
Baby would have loved it, but he sleeps like a log too.
Just like my little princess above !
Shall do it again tomorrow, bahahahahaha !

A very random post.

2011-08-16T20:15:00.005+08:00

School today was weird, I have to say that missing class for so many days did not benefit me in any ways.
& bumping into Iverson at SimLim? Small world :D
Seeing the familiar faces, made me feel a lot better.
These thoughts, need to be shunned away for a bit.
I cannot handle so many things at a time.
Is it time for me to be in a dreamy state like before?
To do the things that makes me happy, and never had to worry about any other stuffs besides myself?
I have no idea.
I have not the slightest clue as to what makes me happy at this very moment.
My boyfriend? My family? My friends?
Or just myself?
It's true when they say people can never be satisfied with what they have, I'm no different.

I can say that, a mistake is a mistake.
There's no argumentative to take place in who's in a more wrong or right state to begin with.
The present is ruined by your own hands, the past for you to reflect and the future for you to fight for.
If people wants to ruin the present cause of the past, how should we react?
If people wants the best for the present and not bother about the future, is that a wrong path to take on?
If .. Frustrating statements makes me gloomy z.

A very random post.

They say when there's conflict, both has a part to play.
I wonder what's the reason for the things I'm hearing and seeing for myself.
How true are the things we hear and the things we see with our very own eyes?
Is seeing really believing?

I've seen people who studies really hard, distinctions all over the place.
But they are also the people that cannot socialize with the rest.
Are these the people that doesn't hangout?
I've also met people that are not that great with their studies, but very well-spoken in the social network.
Are these people hanging out too much?
We can't say it till we've walked the path of theirs right?

As for me, hmms.. I'll just stick with me being sociable depending on what first impression I get.
If you're all bitchy and 'up there', forget about it.
If you're all fun, I bet we'd be the best of friends in no time.
With no doubts, I'm one of those that I know for myself cannot be approached easily.
Cause when I don't smile, they put in terms by saying I'm very 'dao'.
When I do, I get back the smile in return and laughter could ring away anytime.
It really depends on the environment, and the people we see and how comfortable we are.

Okay, I should be working on my essay.
Drama and mask first (:

Bad sleep.

2011-08-14T09:05:00.003+08:00

My awesome daughter had to kick me in the face after having a nightmare, then run to the end of bear bear and sleep again !
Guess who's awake and unable to fall back to sleep?
ME LAH FUCK !
I hate you Kisu Tan !
& now, she's happily on the bed sleeping still !

Alcool !
Shan ! :D

Baby is a FAIL !
But I love weak guys, xoxo ! TEEHEEHEE

HI SOULIE ! I IS DA HAPPYS TO SEES YOURS GF !

Kisu !

2011-08-13T04:58:00.002+08:00

Powerhouse with the group.
Happy to finally see yk, stykish and kero.
Left early to eat at the Food Republic.
Talked for like 2hours+ before heading home !

Groomed Kisu !
LOL seriously, I asked Daddy for a bear cut like what nicnic said.
Zack is so fucking cute, and I wanted Kisu to look just like him.
But they insisted that they had to shave her.

I ish innocentz.

and the other day at Alcool bumping into Sake & co.
Hope you're doing fine Sake, you know you can always call me if you need someone to talk to !
Stay happy, you're not alone, and will never be alone.

Argh !@#$%^&*()_

2011-08-10T21:38:00.003+08:00

Okay so school today was hell.
Assignment not handed in, that's 6 pages by the way.
Glad I've completed my Criminal Law assignment.
Although it's not well done, but I learn from it (:
30mins presentation next Monday !
My life can't get any better !
Doing assignment tomorrow, my whole body aches.
PLEASE AH, DON'T LET THE FEVER COME NOW !
YOU CAN COME OVER THE WEEKENDS OKAY ?

Who doesn't want to look good when their feeling down?
With no confidence, no shit to begin with during those days?
When there's no one to appreciate anything, and you just want to FINALLY feel good about yourself with a little extra shit that's not even that visible when you look at it from a normal distance.
It just makes me feel better, like I'm not a living dead for a night.
It's very easy for me to learn, just say it nicely and there you go, you got it !
Whatever it takes, for a smile.
-

& please, I've had enough of stupid people talking to me already.
Just learn to.. SHUTTHEFUCKUP&LEAVEMEALONE?
Cause your life, will never be mine.
AND ALSO, I can never fucking help you if you don't help yourself.
Don't whine to me and repeat the same shit knowing that you're the useless shit.
You don't want to try, you don't want to put in effort.
YOU WANT TO WHINE LIKE A BITCH. Can you seriously do any better than that?
Cause' I ain't repeating & you're not going to gain sympathy from the awesome me.
Friends.. oh wait no, acquaintances..
Just die if you feel 'oh-so-terrible' and that the world is coming to an end cause of one stupid mistake.
Yeah you're probably right.
2012 is the end of the world, YOUR FUCKING WORLD !

This is one crazy shit.
I'd get out off hand if I go on ranting about stupid people.
FuckingMOFO.

NANANANANANANA !

2011-08-09T20:51:00.004+08:00

Powerhouse was crazyshit, but entrance free thanks to Hongwu's friend !
What more can I say, we wasted our cab down !
Packed + constantly repeating the same songs !
Ugh, hate events ):

Nanananananananana (:
Mabel Tay ! I think I haven't seen her for about.. almost 2 years?
The last time was when we went Selwyn's place to PUAKS it out LOL !
xx !

Devi !
Thanks for spilling the drink over me, Kisu went crazy over me when I got home !

Soulieeeee ~ :D~
Mama naughty boy ah, middle finger somewhere. I'll CUT IT OFF !

James & Selwyn !
One of the most amazing assholes in my life, the fuckedup times are over dudes !
We're clean and sleek !

Ben Oh and Andrea Ang :D~
Thanks for booking the table for me !

Liana darlingggg !
Love you ttm !
& I just realize your hair ain't black anymore ! I love this better anyways :D~

Hmms. Hmms. my eyes. hmms.

Sticking the tongue's out to the people who thinks girls are to be bullied on.
DREAM YOUR ASS OFF !

Going to Nana is like stepping into a place full of people that knows one another.
Hongwu knows Cheryl, and after so many years I finally got to see her again.
My Primary school + Secondary school senior ! How cool is that ?
Keimus, Darren, Zack, DeeDee and SengHoe was there too.
Leaving Powerhouse was the best choice ever made !
Seeing my friends doing better in life now, made me feel that it's time to catch up !

Brother's from another mother !

2011-08-08T21:29:00.005+08:00

Aura !
BKG's 23rd, Rayner's 22nd !

Happy birthday Phi chay's !
You guys are awesomeeeeeeeeee !
Although I've spent most of my time in the toilet LOL !
But I had fun !
Hope James gf is feeling better, xx !

No more calling of Ambulance ah Baey (:

Love you mak mak, jah (: !
Happy to see you and your bf !

Group shot, missing Andrea !

Keid xarị k̄hụ̂n kạb khuṇ, Rayner? LOL !

Like a pro only !

TOWER STEALERS !
นินจา !

Sensation !

Derek's gf !
She's so awesome, she makes me fly !

Best couple award :D~

Dinieeee @ Aura !

Golden Mile for Thai food !
Gotta thank Derek's gf for the awesome hospitality !
& the long wait of cab ! TY !!

ทำให้ฉันรู้ว่าที่ใดก็ตามที่ฉันต้องการจะให้พวกคุณเสมอจะมีการจับฉันเป็นฉันตก !

Neverland.

2011-08-07T05:37:00.003+08:00

SAY WHAT ?
Mc Nara is back in town with her best vocals !
Let's party like a rockstar, bottoms up all night long !
Now put your hands in the air ~ ! Put your put your hands up !
SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS !

Xijie :D

Now & forever, my love !

It's crazy when we hangout, even crazier when we party !
How much time have we wasted not hanging out together ? LOL !
I'll go visit Mummy and the rest once I've recovered ! BIG PROMISE !
xx !

Did I mention that we witnessed a fight at Neverland?
& I was saying how childish those people are and laughing about their actions.
Then while we were on the way to go and eat, one of them said hi to me.
FUCK ?! That's my friend.
Although I could tell that from their own point, it's superbly cool.
But, I felt like I could dig a hole and throw myself in it.
I'm 21. My friends are normal, I'm not up for such nonsensical stuffs again.
& I've learnt to not mock at people anymore.
I should just shutthefuckup and not say a thing.
Embarrassing much?

Burberry.

2011-08-05T20:06:00.002+08:00

The last time I stepped in here, was the beginning of another chapter in my life.
Now, being there seems like I've created nothing but a beautiful tragedy.

Burberry with the babes (:
Been very long since I had a girls night out, and we shall do it again soon !
More drinks, more laughters, more gossips, more love to share !

Crystal ! Very crazy, don't need to drink high already. :D~

love you like how I would still love you if you're a guy ! YOU KNOW ! :D~
Our lil secret *

cassy, toria, lyndsy, crystal & yumiko darling !

When's the last time we actually had so much fun together?
Errrr. I can hardly even remember when's the last time we went drinking and dancing till our hearts content.
Let the journey begin, you and me !

Jack (:
Do well with your work and please take care !
See you around soon !

Jack and Iverson, hurrrhurrr !
& also thank you for asking the singers to sing Loving you too much so much !
Happy to bump into people that I haven't seen for what.. 8 years ?!
Especially at a place that I don't even go !
Crazyshits.
Dinner soon with you lovelies, we got 8 years of talking to do ! (:
?

SHOPSHOP !

2011-08-04T00:59:00.004+08:00

I'm contemplating whether or not to try out my new Liese Rich Curl which I've bought earlier on for tomorrow's class.
But I'm so damn lazy to use the curler already ):

Went shopping at Popular as well, and realized that I bought the wrong clear sheets for my notes -.- Seriously not, I bought 5 packs some more ):

Go Topshop tomorrow before class to see if there's any good buys.
DADDY SAYS OKAY (:
He knows I'm deprived of shopping, HUGS&KISSES !
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I own a sleeping beauty, I just need to be more manly and become the prince !
A kiss for my beauty to wake, awww.

bishbash.

2011-08-01T21:26:00.004+08:00

ZIPIA SPREE IS CURRENTLY ON-GOING, PLEASE SUPPORT BY ORDERING MORE !
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Today's presentation was.. hmms.
I managed to tahan and puke right after my group was done presenting, awesome.
I TOOK 3 BLOODY CABS WITHIN 30MINS !
To school, back home to get my assignment and back to school.
20$ OKAY !!!!! Nevermind I tahan, no more second time !
But I very happy, I want to cry ~><~ I got GongCha to drink !
and I can have GongCha everyday from now onwards (:
Felt better after I grabbed a bite, went back to school and chit-chat with my bbg's !
Grandma house to ask grandma to help me alter my jeans, heh heh heh !
Then to watch National Geographic with my 8 year old cousins !
So proud to have cousins like them (:
& discussing about the terrorist, and why are there such stupid people whom are willing to be suicide bombers !

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Powerhouse & Hollywood with Feon, Cloudo, Wilson and Alan on a Friday night !
Dance all night with Feon (:

Saturday night to Esplanade, cleared my mind from a lot of stuffs.
and I'm lovin' it there (:

Sunday to SHS with nicnic for drinks and food, then we had our dogs.
Stupid darling Kisu had to be so timid !
She has officially lost her first tooth, giving her a dollar and a treat to be found under her pillow (:

2011-07-31T04:20:00.003+08:00

We cannot tell ourselves that we've given a lot until the other person says so.
But often in life, nobody will start to think and realize the consequence till it's gone.

While I learn and try my hardest, I know there's no more regrets I will want in this life.
Cause' I want the best for myself, for the people I love.

Sitting down at Esplanade made me realize a lot.
I love being there, it wakes me up from my fantasies.
It makes me think hard for the things I want.

If I had a chance to go back, I'll still take the chance of being with you.
To fall head over heels once again.
For I am who I am now, in a very sober state knowing that losing is never an option for me.

It's true when I say that the responsibilities, one's independence, one's actions will pile up to be very stressful as we grow older.
But I'll make it right.

Just watch as I learn.

Justfuckit.

2011-07-28T01:24:00.002+08:00

Taking a short break from all the notes that are currently sitting on my desk.
I honestly can absorb no more into my brains and I need a little time off from the notes.

HOW CAN ONE ABSORB SO MUCH WITHIN 12HOURS ?!
and with so many things going on in my head.
It's spinning, spinning, spinning..

If only my mind and heart can finally work well together, no issues could get in my way.
BUT APPARENTLY NOT RIGHT, okay so fuckmylife and screw you motherfuckingassholes.

I need to separate my brains into different categories and operate the ones that I need only.
That would be of so much help.
CLOSE THE DOOR OF DISTRACTIONS AND OPEN THE ONES WITH DETERMINATION AND RIGHT SOURCES TO MY CURRENT NEEDS !

I'm not satisfied with my current Criminal Tutorial, but honestly I cannot put in more words.
I shall just do with what I have for now, and focus on the test I have tomorrow.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL JUNE INTAKES ! We're gonna over take the April one's soon ! xoxo !

I..I..I.. wanna.. go..go..go..o..

Neverland

2011-07-25T20:20:00.005+08:00

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Neverland !
Small boy kana check at entrance, so cute !

XiJie :D

My favorite classmates, missing Kiitty and Siva !

Project has officially started, and we've just missed our first day of class.

TIME TO STUDY KAYS !

The worst and the best has yet to be seen, and I'm anticipating for it much more than anything.
Looking back, I finally realized the amount of time I've wasted doing shit in life.
And cause I found you, I also realize that it's time for me to do something about life.

One day, people will see that I've changed.
Cause' I know that people live on to keep learning and to change for the better.
To aim for the highest and to achieve their goals.
I'll aim for the best, for the ones I love.
I'll pursue for my happiness, and give it my all.
For I am, no longer that girl who gives a shit about nothing.

.

2011-07-23T19:55:00.002+08:00

When you call out so loudly for help and nobody's there..
Sometimes I really wonder if family are truly the one's that can be there for you always.
There's one thing for sure, they are not the ones that understand you the most.

The closest people to you, just might be the people you can never expect.

Anyways yesterday night was fun, much love !

SOUL* HAUTE V.I.P

2011-07-22T18:53:00.003+08:00

Soul to support my other classmate !
DJ Siva :D

Babyboo !

My crazy classmates !

Catching up.

2011-07-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

Ahh.. I miss my baby already.
Heng tomorrow got school, can go eat together, then smoke together, then rot together.
Criminal Law, ahhh my brains need to function first.
Today in class was annoying, the renovation glue smell and the annoying noises made was bad.
PLUS, the laptop typing sound contributed by one of my classmates and my cramps made things worse.
Fell asleep in class for 30mins, first time ever ):
TEEHEEE Baby gave me money to take cab home, thankews bibi o(.' 'o)
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That day I found one of my RVPS friend on Facebook, then it linked to another of my ex-classmate !
Now I want to meet them up so badly, Primary School days are the best !
So much to catch up, I mean it's like it's been what.. 8 years ?!
How many of us are still able to contact one another ?
So blessed :D~

I miss my 6E classmates most, 2 years ago gathering was the best but now I've lost all of their contacts.
Time to create a Facebook event and have a mass gathering !
I can't wait for all the familiar faces to once again gather together and reminisce the good ol' days :D

One more gathering to go with my ERC classmates on the 30th, but don't think I can make it.
Cause' baby is more important lehs ):
Hopefully they can change the date, so I can celebrate their birthdays with them too :D~

NEX !

2011-07-18T04:26:00.004+08:00

Serangoon Nex with mummy, her husband and korkor.
Caught Transformers, I fell asleep and only manage to catch a little of action towards the end.

Putien Restaurant !
The food very nice, no wonder must reserve one ):

Not mine obviously, but looks so good !

Shopping !

TY Uncle Geff :D

MNG :D

Two extra jeans :D

My shopping ain't done yet.

But whatever lah hors, have better than don't have.

Kisu has learnt how to throw her tantrums and growl when not given to her.

Alcool & Neverland.

2011-07-17T12:11:00.004+08:00

It's bumping day yesterday !

Alcool with soulie, mama, yuna and michael !
So good to bump into one of my long lost childhood friend there !

TY MAMA :D

Neverlanddddd ! MC NARAAAAAAAAA !!
So happy to bump into so many friends yesterday night.
and even happier that MC Nara was there.

NEXT SATURDAY I WANT MC NARA AGAINNNN I DON'T CARE !

One after another.

A lie is a lie after all, there's no "SERIOUS LIE" or "MINOR LIE".

Once, twice, thrice.. all in a night.

I might already have forgotten how it's like to stay mad.

Might already have forgotten how to show my emotions.

Cause even having the rights, seems like I don't own it any longer.

You said no one can change.

Look in the mirror and ask yourself within these few years how have you not changed.

A stubborn person will never be able to see a bigger picture.

I am indeed a very stubborn person.

But often, I'll allow myself to learn.

To see better, and to understand better.

& me being a very temperamental person made me realize that one cannot stay angry for long,

"A man with a clenched fist can never think properly".

I told myself that, in order to stay strong.

Neverland.

2011-07-16T20:54:00.002+08:00

Neverland with ANN !
Sad to say that, MC Nara only goes on Saturdays.
AHHHHHH ):

Stupid girl jump somemore. love you, xoxo !

Updates !

2011-07-15T17:41:00.006+08:00

Loving Contract Law today :D
Hopefully next week will be fun again.
^^

Wednesday.
Powerhouse with Yann and Yukki !

Then to Neverland to find Willy with Yann :D

Yann's a hungry monster ):

Looking at Kisu after I got back !

Tuesday's update !

Eighteen Chef with korkor.

Watery pasta -.-

Kisu's small outing at WeeLong's place :D

Chocolates from jy :D

love

2011-07-14T01:51:00.003+08:00

Is it true that if I no longer care, you will be happier?
Even if I give it my all, I won't be appreciated?

The fact that I love you, cannot be changed.
The fact that I did put in effort, cannot be denied.

I know for sure my love is not a habit.
& that even if I had to lose it all, I'll still love you the same.

If given a chance to turn back time, I would have walked this path again.

Girlies.

2011-07-11T23:25:00.006+08:00

Izakaya Nijimaru Restaurant !
Sashimi set !

Bibi's curry :D

TOFU :D

Jasmine's :D

:D~~~

TWG at ION !

Macarons !

Caramel Tea :D

Camwhore shots !

Best toilet ever, teeheehee !

Kisu Tan, xoxo !

More good food next time !

Why this Jasmine so small size but appetite so big one !

TEEHEEHEE !

See you girls soon, xoxo !

Alcool.

2011-07-11T04:56:00.002+08:00

I felt bad. Should have sent Justin home.
Now that his wallet and phone are gone, will he ever come out and drink with us again ?!
Or will the next drinking session be on his birthday in December !

Kinda like this place, actually as long as got sofa I'm a very happy girl.
Those high seats and tables makes me feel short.

Bibi bought me chocolates, so touched ):
TY !!
You know chocolates means a lot to me, my happy pill !

My soulie, my bestie, and a very lovable me.

Jy's crazy shot of her pants -.-

Hate you for leaving early. Love you for being you, xoxo !

Our tired army boy.

If only.

2011-07-10T23:50:00.003+08:00

IF ONLY..
Everything we people do and regret, we'd say IF ONLY.
Who the hell cares beforehand?

Nobody knows the exact reason to as why they'd lie.
Even for the simplest thing, where you can just say the truth but you chose to lie.
Fear.
Cause you're afraid, cause you couldn't bear to see the one you love be in a very miserable state.
BUT at that point of time, nobody ever thought of the consequence.
People only start cherishing others once they've lost it.

I had a choice, but I chose not to.
I admit myself for being foolish to such an extent, for being so selfish without taking your feelings in considerations.
But cause I love, I can't bear to.

It hurts for you find out just yesterday.
Don't think you it hurts me to have bear this feelings in me for so long and keeping mum with it?
I told myself, I have to be strong.
With whatever I do, I have to consider your feelings.

After all these time, I should have known.

Bibi's day ! :D

2011-07-09T03:15:00.007+08:00

Yesterday to bring Kisu to Guan Chuan for my cousins to play, then on my way home I saw another toy poodle names feifei/fatfat ! SO CUTE CAN !
First time I see Kisu go so near to another dog, got chance to make friends !
Then I talked to the owner for a very long time before heading home.
Went over to bibi's house.

Cab driver : Clementi near the singsong there right? ( He meant ShengSiong )
Cass : Er there got kbox, partyworld mehs ?
Cab driver : Er..
Cass : ..
HAHAHAHAH JOKE OR WHAT !

Today's a day out with bibi jiayi !
My Victoria Secret :D

Jiayi's Victoria Secret ! Kisu also want o hehe !

Billy Bombers with yiyi, mac and xm !
MINE !

yiyi !

MAC !

Muacks ! Monday take sticker photo with you and Jasmine Lim !

OMG OMG OMG ! I WANTTTT. Buy one for me pleaseeeeeee.

Liquid Gold, bibi :D

Boon Tong Kee then to Swirl Art :D

Tomorrow AGAIN !

weeee, can't wait for Monday too, love love !

tsk biii your VS still with me HAHAHAH !

Trust.

2011-07-07T02:06:00.003+08:00

Reading xx's blog, interesting post on TRUST.
Shall paste a few paragraphs here, so that guys that don't understand why their gf's can be so sensitive, WILL FUCKING FINALLY UNDERSTAND.

xx : "If he has nothing to hide, he would not get angry. Obviously I don't do my routine checking in an awful way. I just log in to his fb, take up his phone to read when he is sleeping. He doesn't even know. If your man gets annoyed, it is the first sign that he IS possibly cheating on you. Maybe not full out cheating, but flirting, yes. Or that he wants to be able to. He is probably hiding something. Am I paranoid? Maybe. But from personal dating experience, those demanding privacy and space are the exact ones who are cheating."

xx : "I can't believe I trusted him". ( One of the most commonly said )

But of course when you think about it, there must obviously be a certain trust towards one another in order to achieve a healthy relationship. Nobody said no trust was ever given, but certain trust leads to a negative point. Trust; being such a strong word yet used in a proper way.

TRUE ? NOT ?
Read the whole shit if you still think that girls are the only creatures on earth who are sensitive and paranoid.
Brainless fucks.

I asked myself, do I regret anything in life that I've done.
Of course I do. WHO DOESN'T ?
But am I suppose to show the whole world that I'm feeling remorseful, and not move on with life ?
No !
I should move on and walk out of it and not stay in my past.
Cause' what's more important is what am I going to do with my present that will lead for a better future.
TRUE ?
With that, I chose this to be my present; you.
Awaiting to see what's ahead of me, anticipating for the better of life with the efforts I'm willing to give.

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My computer has to hang on me after I'm almost done with my assignment.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
and this is not the best part (:

Song.

2011-07-05T23:33:00.004+08:00

Earlier on I heard a song through the phone, a song that brings back so many memories.
A song that I would never want to hear again, A song that I abhor.
I miss the moment before that, perhaps not anymore.

It happened so many years ago, why should I still bother?
Why should I still take it to heart?

It allows me to think about so many other stuffs.
Why only start treasuring the people whom you have lost?
Do you really have to wait till he/she has left/died?
Who's to say accidents won't occur?
Do you really want to get the innocent parties involved just to make yourself happy?
Why allow your actions to hurt others knowing you won't be able to take it?
Why HURT the people you love?

You allowed a commitment into your life, a responsibility to care and love your partner.
But you ruined it all.

True, humans are selfish.
Way too selfish, they shouldn't even be humans.
They are better off dead.

One wrong move, and it's all gone.
Sometimes, when it's too late, it probably is too late.

Don't wish to be disturbed while I have this thought going throug my mind.
Shall just have a quiet night.

I hate that I love you so.

Liquid Gold.

2011-07-05T18:53:00.002+08:00

Liquid Gold with Yann dearest and Pearlynn was there too (:
Not a good day to hangout, something or rather someone pissed me off so bad.
People just can't stay away from those that are attached.
Don't fucking know where they stand.
Ought to be taught a lesson.
True enough, some people has to learn things from the hard way.

She's such a camwhore !

LOVE YOU DEAR ! :D

Amy :D She was at Spyder, so happy to see her !

If you think that you're doing things right, think again.

See if you'd like it if it happens to you, then do it to others.

NEVERLAND.

2011-07-02T20:32:00.006+08:00

School sucked badly today.

Why would you even ask all of us to attend to this Moot Exam when we don't freaking understand shit about what the people are saying?

Maybe you should have given us the case before asking us to go down, at least we would know SOMETHING.

Wasted my cab fare to and fro to school, annoying.

Porridge for dinner, hur.

ANN :D

My super hyper classmate that jumped and screamed from the time we reach till we went off.

She also mentioned that if Alvan was there, she might scare him off. LOL !

First outing with her was crazy, if only Pearlynn was there too ):

Many love for this singer.

She can sing non-stop for a really long time and not even suck at any of the songs, she's really superbly AWESOMEEEE !

I would fall in love with a girl like her, that's if I'm a guy la !

Kirk Zhang never fails to ruin the pictures.

All I'm asking for is a decent formal one.

YAY ! Happy us :D

Ann and her twin brother Joshua !

Andy Chan !

I miss the singer already ):

She makes me happy.

Placing myself before others, due to the fact that I LOVE THEM.

But not getting the right treatment in return, makes me feel like crap.

So what if I consider any of you first before thinking for myself?

Who actually appreciates it?

It's like as though I'm leading my life for you, then what about mine?

Just cause' you people has feelings, doesn't give you any rights to treat others like dirt.

We're only human, isn't it?

Princess Vernis !

2011-06-30T00:26:00.007+08:00

Manicure and Pedicure with Jasmine on Monday at Princess Vernis :D

PRETTY !

Baby added more to my nails :D

Lovely !

Next Mani and Pedi ! MULTI COLOR WITH JASMINE !

Can't wait :D~

School has been relatively good.

I'm not sitting alone in class anymore LOL !

Pearlynn and Ann is so fun to talk to.

Getting better (:

Need more munchies for school ~

Gonna let baby have his fun at club with his friends.

Hopefully his friend gets drunk early so that he can come back to his sickly girlf (:

But I don't want to ruin his fun !

Shall refrain myself from texting or calling him too much, he deserve his night out having fun with his friend after showing me such good behaviour and also applauding him for his first presentation done, and also helping me to understand more on Law.

Love my babyboo, xoxo !

Happy 8th !!

The R&R's.

2011-06-25T21:56:00.002+08:00

People has to understand that wherever you go, there's always a rule to abide to.
Basically some are just common sense/general knowledge.
You cannot smoke at certain places, you cannot litter at any point of time, and etc.

So I can understand what it means when being told.
But honestly how many can just adapt to such rules in a blink of an eye ?
Or such random occurrence that you're not mentally prepared for ?
Okay, not exaggerating !
It's nothing difficult, just something new.

I believe that somehow one day if I'm in that position I might be the same towards a certain extend.
Just cause' we're not in that position now, and when we feel that it's wrong it doesn't necessarily means that it is wrong.
So we learn, we take baby steps, and one day we will know.

Just remember that as long as that particular thing is yours, you have all the rights to ask others to do it the way you want it to be.
AND if they can't follow, they can jolly well get the fuck out.
Cause' I believe that if I were to set a rule I would want people to follow and obey as well.
But of course, it won't be anything too demanding or ridiculously stupid.

Simple right ?
I know :D
Just need to keep in mind of the to-do list.

-
I'm falling behind.
& there's no action taken.
Wonderful? NOT.

TGIF !

2011-06-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

It's been way too long since I've said this, and I just have to !
TGIF !
Finally going to get sufficient rest.
First week of school has finally ended !!!

Also, finally getting to bring Kisu to meet Crystal !
Kisu is dead tired and slept right after we got home. (:

I'm getting sick of things when I'm being left alone.
Awfully tired.

Has anyone ever questioned themselves,
that others are only human with feelings too ?

Professio of lex.

2011-06-22T22:04:00.005+08:00

Collected my spectacles today !
Finally no more dry eyes in class (:

CLRI and Public Law has made me officially dead.
Not exactly, I think only Public Law is driving me nuts.
History is so not me.
It's not dry, just confusing.
It's interesting in a way, but die hard troubles.

I'm hoping that Criminal Law tomorrow will be fun.
I had a hard time catching up today while the teacher blabbers away.
and baby just explained to me so many things before he left for home.
Weeee~

My brains has been trying to absorb all the information needed that it has already cause my head to try and enlarge till my pimples are coming out.
Shower + Facial Mask should do the work !

3 readings to finish up before tomorrow's class.
I'm so ready to open up my file and have like at least 5 IE on the topic.
LET'S GO !

I've covered up the basics on Criminal Act/Damage, but not on Theft Act and not much on Causation yet.
But I'm not in the mood, how ?
z.

Reminder to self : School is priority, and nothing should be in the way. NOTHING, NOBODY, should get in my way.
Wake up earlier for school tomorrow to go TBP and top-up EZ Link card. ( Yes, I'm taking the bus and not cab ! )
Buy Kisu more treats at Bugis after school cause Daddy-Chan has been feeding her a lot !

Now, cause I can't be bothered to wait.
I shall go take medications and sleep well.
Waking up at 10.30AM tomorrow ! I hope (:

Omg it's 12.30 already !
Boom boom boom !

First day of school.

2011-06-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

Let's share about "My First Day Of School".
Truth is I wasn't excited at all.
I wonder why too !
Entering the classroom with 9 other classmates was a bit odd.
It's not like while we were in Primary School we'd be like "HEY Can I play with your toy?" then we start playing together and yay we're friends.
We will hold hands and walk to the canteen or probably even skip our way around then be BFF !
No, it's not like that or anywhere near.
But overall, still cool.
The tables that we're using in class are the ones I had in Secondary School, but the chairs are better.
The lecturers are quite okay, just hoping that their handwritings can be better so I need not strain my eyes and try decipher their scribbles.
I've got a problem with absorbing information, I need musics, munchies, and a comfortable soft chair.
Obviously I get none of the above being in a class filled with students.
So I shall not ask for more and just revise more at home.

Always liked having small classrooms, makes it more spacious and more allowance and attention from the lecturers.
I'll start loving school.
I'll stick to it and love it like how I love chocolates.
It will be my best friend, my favourite hangout, my love.

Law can be pretty dry when you don't try and think of it as a fun and interesting module.
So I need it spize it up a little and work double hard towards my future.
This will be it.

Dinner with daddy and korkor, late fathers' day dinner !
Love the food, but appetite was bad.
Always happy to come home to Kisu cause she makes me feel so loved !
Jumping around and hoping that I'd play with her then follows me everywhere I go.

I've got some readings to do.
But I'm awfully tired.
and I miss my baby.

School tomorrow.
Tata.

White bar.

2011-06-19T02:36:00.009+08:00

Found Kisu in the shower sleeping on baby's shorts.
Must be missing her daddy lots !

White bar to meet Jy's bro first before the rest came !
Since Top Bar has already closed down, this will be our new hangout !

Shan !!! :D

Hollywood.

Don't know how long never go there already, but it's not fun anymore.

and you know the reason why, don't you ?

Thank you for coming down !

Will pass you back your blazer soon, xoxo !

and I always thought that things will be for the better now.

I should have known that it will never.

zxc.

2011-06-16T01:09:00.004+08:00

Sent baby's Dad off to the airport this morning, I felt really sad lehs.
Don't know why, but I imagined my Dad leaving me for months and yeah emotions sets in.
Back to baby's house for a "nap", and only woke up at 9pm -.-

I'm having mixed feelings now, it sucks so bad.
I question myself way too much.
Too many doubts, too little trust.

I need to vent.
Keeping my cool will not work.

booyah.

2011-06-14T11:19:00.007+08:00

Kisu needs to stop jumping on the bed and waking me up.
But I felt really comfortable waking up knowing she was sleeping by my head.
xoxo !

The bowl of peanut satay sauce Kisu licked up the other day.
Craving for satay's now and I know there's a lot in the fridge.
EAT AND TAKE MEDICINE !

Baby's grandma made this !
Really imba and I feel like having them now !!!

Wisma with korkor and Eric.
Teppenyaki !

Shopping :D

Sizes are out fast, go now to avoid disappointments !

Almost 50% off for jeans !

Happy birthday Ivan Tan !!!

Aura.

Rayner, Ivan, Ben !

Derek !

Ivan and Nathaniel having their nap ?

Sensation.

Baey !

Really good to see you guys after so long, hope you had fun that night Ivan !!!

Been feeling so tired recently.

My whole body aches.

Like my organs are going to burst out anytime.

Rest time.

.

2011-06-11T03:55:00.007+08:00

I wish I could face death, a very close one.
So that all the things that I love and miss dearly might just come to my mind.
Cause people just don't fucking know how to treasure the one they have till it's gone.

When I was being sent to the hospital 2 days back, I panicked.
It was like the first time ever this has to happen.
Scared to realize how much time I've wasted doing things I don't even know whether it's right or wrong.
Also scared to face all that has happened once again.
and I'm glad I came out safe.
My whole body aches like a bitch.

Tomorrow is my day.
I should head out to enjoy myself before doomsday.
No, I'm not dying yet.
School's starting !

So many things to buy, and korkor will be accompanying me out and hopefully pays for me too :D
Guess not, he'd probably ask daddy for the money back.

3 Cheers to shopping !
HIP HIP HURRAY X3 !
-

I was just reading Fiona's tumblr, and I saw this that's amazing accurate !
Going to get her consent to share via her link !

RIP.

2011-06-09T01:35:00.004+08:00

Although I can hardly remember the memories we once had,
but I kinda do remember the ones I had with your kids.

Uncles and Aunties said that I was so bubbly last time when I was a toddler.
I used to love running around the house with those chubby cheeks and was very loved by everyone.
But it's so hard to remember all these stuffs now that's it's been 18 years ?

Being at the funeral today made me feel that life's too short for such unhappiness.
And also because we will never know what's going to happen to us tomorrow, so we should treasure one another more.

Please take care, my dear cousins.
It's nice seeing you guys, but I hope in future we will not meet under such circumstances.
-

It's nice to have someone being sweet and all, but seriously ?
For a damn motive.
Fuck it.

Ahhhh.

2011-06-08T03:00:00.004+08:00

I cannot wait for school to start.
Am I being serious?
I have no idea.
LOL !

I had Ikea's hotdog :D~~
But no meatballs !
Stupid Tuesday promotion 10pcs for 4$ made everyone go crazy over it and the Q was imba long !
I will have it the next time !

I just broke a mop and I have no idea how I did that.
KISU's fault lahhhhh.

I need to go out for movies, and good food ASAP !

.

2011-06-04T00:06:00.007+08:00

Just tried out the Prata Paradise near my place.
The prata is okay, I just don't like the cheese chilli prata.
It's literally just cheese prata with chilli padi in it. -.-
Roti John was good, baby enjoyed himself and so did I !
But the milk tea can never be my cup of tea. ):

I miss her when she's 2 months old !
So smallll !

and now she's coming 5months already !

New top, thanks to Conan !

Today's like crazy.

Orchard Central to meet YongKwang to get the vouchers, then to 313 to meet Yann.

I psycho-ed her down to F21 cause the Tee's are freaking cheap !

Missed out Bugis street cause we were both rushing off.

I need to go Topshop, Miss Selfridge, Ben Sherman, Dorothy Perkins and Warehouse.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !

and we had GongCha :D~

Burlington Square waiting for baby's class to end.

This is not a sin, it is not.

The other day when we ordered Pasta Mania !

More pictures of Kisu with my camera !

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2011-06-02T01:15:00.005+08:00

*Selling Sony bloggie ( White ) and S-frame ( Red ) for 270$
Individual buys will be more expensive.
Bloggie for 220$ and frame for 70$.
Able to check on their website to see the pictures.
All brand new !*
-

I hope this time it's true.
But I'm still feeling uneasy.

ASOS made me happy, but my card isn't very happy with me.
I AM BROKE OKAY ?
Fuck it.
But still, somethings MUST buy.
NEEDS not WANTS.

I can't wait for school to start.
I can't wait for things to change for the better.
I shouldn't keep myself at home anymore.
Need to enjoy myself before hell starts.
Cause' I've promised myself, and my loved ones that I can do it !
YES !

Updates !

2011-06-01T02:56:00.012+08:00

Kisu making herself comfy !

Babyliss ceramic hair curler 32mm's outcome !

Last day of Top Bar !

Kisu getting bullied, but of course protected by Mummy (:

Dog hogger ! XD

Kisu iz partz ofz familyz :D

Don't know why got people self-take one.

I iz haz no eyez O.O

No more Top Bar, means no more late night out for Kisu darling !

Hopefully they open another one soon :D

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Mummy's house !
Advance birthday celebration !

Lunch we had Sakae Sushi and Pizza !

I iz can't get enough of bunnyz.

New bed and new toy !

new toy = new pillowz :D

and dinner KFC :D

Happy birthday Mummy :D
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New bed sheet !

Kisu loves it too !

GMARKET :D

Hollister's shorts :D

3 pairs !

Baby bought me Subway !

Meatballs with extra cheese :D~

Baby's Mom bought back this from Canada :D

Sushi and Gmarket parcel (:

2011-05-27T16:55:00.007+08:00

Walked Kisu all the way to TBP, usually it takes me about less than 10mins, but this time round it took me 20mins !
Stopping along the way for people to play with Kisu !
So many people love Kisu and keep stopping to play with her and to take pictures of her, except for one joke.

*Kisu runs to this woman*
So I was chatting with her and Kisu was busy playing with her then one old Auntie walked pass and said "You like dogs, but I don't like okay?"
I felt so disgusted cause' Kisu didn't even got near her and can't be bothered with her that I said "She doesn't even bother about you, so.. Mind your own business ?"
She gave me a stupid look and walked away.
SERIOUSLY ?!
If Kisu disturbed you, my apologies.
BUT FUCK YOU OKAY ?! You seriously think everyone gives a flying fuck about you ?
Even my dog can't give a shit !
I wasn't even blocking the whole entire pathway, so why the fuck can you not walk the other way ?
It's not a narrow path !
You're just jealous you're not getting the attention Kisu is getting, bitch !

So anyways I went there to collect my curler from Eunice and she's scared of dogs !
Promised her the next meet up will be just me and her LOL !

Babyliss PRO Ceramic Curling Hair Iron in Silver !
Going to try this product soon, and I can adjust the heat on my own !
Hope this works better than my previous one !
Got it from Eunice for just 70$ !
Cheap or what ?! :D~

What can be better than receiving parcels from your online purchases !?

The free gifts I got from the seller.
One coin pouch (yellow) and one HP accessory (white) that I'm currently using now !

Osis Dust it ! More hair volume !
5.50 after discount for such a small bottle, but very worth it !
Going to purchase more :D

Sushi buffet again, but this time round at The Cathay !

Our must have !

Baby's favorite !

Very happy meal, but no movie ):
Waiting to catch Kungfu Panda 2 in 3D after baby's eyes recover.
and Sunday to Mummy's house with Kisu !
Wonder what is Mummy going to get this time, sushi or pizza :D~
I cannot wait !

Baby's resting now, with an eye patch across his white eye.
Hopefully it recovers fast !

and next week Corine's birthday at Pasir Ris !
Mani and Pedi with Jasmine Lim.
Lunch with Xiang Yun.
A meet up chill session with Eunice.
and hopefully a meet up with mischa.
Busybee.

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2011-05-26T01:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when you turn and look away, you unknowingly missed out on things that you most want.

It's easy to say those 3 words, but never easy to express it out in actions.
Cause' what you do, might not be what the other party wants.
What you say, might not be pleasant to his/her ears.
So what can you do, to make one feel loved. No one truly knows.

People change so fast they can hardly even believe it, or maybe they won't even realize it.
You may think this is what he/she likes, but down the road it won't be the same anymore.

You might think that you're right, but who made you the right one?
Yourself.
Often in life, people won't see things as a whole they'd most likely see it from their own perspective.
But, how right is that?
Either ways, it takes two hands to clap isn't it?

Random thoughts always makes me wonder so much.
But now, I just want to stop.
Stop all these thoughts.

This is truly annoying me.
The fact that there's thunder and the fact that Kisu won't leave me alone.
-

I won't see the difference until I feel it.

I'm a happy girl.

2011-05-22T22:20:00.006+08:00

Parcel arrived :D

35 Dermal mask :D

Baby's Iphone 4 casing that cost 17$ !!! ~

This didn't come in the parcel !
KISU TAN !

Top Bar.
Cynthia and Charlie !

BF YOU MAKING ME UNCOMFY ):

hahahaha xm !

Dead.

More stuffs arriving from Gmarket !
and soon my VS !!

Drinks and hair-do's.

2011-05-18T11:38:00.006+08:00

My natural chestnut brown hair before ):
I STILL HAVE THEM but some are red now !

After my haircut !

Goodbye my virgin hair :(

Hello death !

Baby's hair do !
Perm + color !

Ever watched Rugrats ?
He's Chuckie ! Just that his hair ain't red + he has no braces and freckles.

Night out !

GF AND BF 1314 3344 !

Bumped into ... REJECTS !
But different pub, so just chilled for a bit !

Next drinking session must have JCLM.
Need to pass her the foundation.

OKAY BACK TO VS AND SECRETSALES !
Gonna buy a bag and mass lingerie !
I've got till 5pm (:

(:

2011-05-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

Morning Dota rocks !

-Allen*** hosted.-
Players : host ?
Allen*** : I can host, I host.
-Game Cancelled-

Host : I'm from PH.
Player : PH from SG ?

LOLOLOL ! Seriously ?!
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Sushi at Cineleisure !
Wanted to catch FF5, but the seats were really bad !
& poi happen to be Q-ing behind me but he didn't say HI !

This is the only time I've seen baby so hardworking !

Sashiiimiiiiiiii ~

Bus ride home :D

KISU DARLING !!!

Our buys at Cineleisure :D

Happy familyyyy :D~

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Kisu's 2nd vaccine today was good !
Uploaded her video on her FB !

Heeee :D

Panda coin purse ! SO KAWAIIIIIII ~

Wireless for the upgraded Starhub net !

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2011-05-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

Tired of all your crap talks.

You want the truth, but I can never get the truth myself.
I've been trying, maybe not hard enough but that doesn't leave you with any reason to.
You had so much fun, didn't you ?
-

I should stop caring about all the useless relationship talks and handle my own well.
I'm no love expert, even if I am there's no relationship that doesn't have flaws.
Everything I see now is total bullshit.
You see that people ?
If you really want to give up and not care, then fucking give up.
Nobody's stopping you.

(:

2011-05-07T02:27:00.005+08:00

simple tricks :D

Kisu DOWN !

Emo Kisu !

kisu PAW !

Her feet fetish !

New leash :D

sixth month !
Crystal Jade !

First time cannot finish our xlb's ):

BYE !

cass.

Love.

Elize's 20th birthday !

This is love.

Sister's 22nd (:

What makes a girl happy (:

Soulie's 23rd !

HELP IS NEEDED !

Fuck you.

Sickening child.

Help !

Bugis (:

Fuck.

Birthday parties (:

Gabie's birthday (:

Drinking nightsout

All the updates !

and you say?

(:

Oh !

Esther's 19th !

Arena (:

Updates !

Ah.

Love.

Inn bar !

(:

(:

Girly.

JG's 21st advance birthday !

Updates !

My life rocks?

Get ready for some English lessons.

jeal·ous

an·ger

Randoms.

Party like a Rockstar.

Burberry.

We're young at heart (:

Weekend's craze !

The Carter's.

FUCK.

Kbox !

Fuckyoumotherfuckersoutthere.

ITC !

Oh.

DOTA2.

(:

Scythe.SG

DotA2

A very random post.

Bad sleep.

Kisu !

Argh !@#$%^&*()_

NANANANANANANA !

Brother's from another mother !

Neverland.

Burberry.

SHOPSHOP !

bishbash.

Justfuckit.

Neverland

.

SOUL* HAUTE V.I.P

Catching up.

NEX !

Alcool & Neverland.

Neverland.

Updates !

love

Girlies.

Alcool.

If only.

Bibi's day ! :D

Trust.

Song.

Liquid Gold.

NEVERLAND.

Princess Vernis !

The R&R's.